Thursday, May 19, 2011

He Wounds Us To Heal Us

The Holy Spirit's gift of words from the book of Lamentations

Scripture taken from The New International Version

(bold italics and the capitalization of “He” and “You” etc, when referring to the Lord, is mine)



Lamentations 1

1:2b Among all her lovers there is no one to comfort her. 
All her friends have betrayed her; they have become her enemies.

1:10 The enemy laid hands on all her treasures; 
she saw pagan nations 
enter her sanctuary— 
those You had forbidden to enter Your assembly.

Lamentations 2

2:2b ...in His wrath He has torn down the strongholds of Daughter Judah. 
He has brought her kingdom and its princes down to the ground in dishonor.

2:3 In fierce anger He has cut off every horn (strength) of Israel. 
He has withdrawn His right hand (of blessing) at the approach of the enemy.

2:5b He has.../...destroyed her strongholds.

2:7a The Lord has.../...abandoned His sanctuary.

2:8a The LORD determined to tear down the wall around Daughter Zion. 


2:13b Your wound is as deep as the sea. Who can heal you?

2:14 The visions of your prophets were false and worthless; 
they did not expose your sin to ward off your captivity. 
The prophecies they gave you were false and misleading.

2:18a The hearts of the people cry out to the Lord.

2:19 Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin; 
pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord. 
Lift up your hands to Him for the lives of your children...



Lamentations 3

3:22-24 Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. 
23 They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. 
24 I say to myself, “The LORD is my portion; 
therefore I will wait for Him.”

3:31-33 For no one is cast off by the Lord forever. 
32 Though He brings grief, He will show compassion, so great is His unfailing love. 
33 For He does not willingly bring affliction or grief to anyone.

3:39-40 Why should the living complain when punished for their sins? 40 Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the LORD.

3:57 You came near when I called You, and You said, “Do not fear”.

Lamentations 4

4:6a The punishment of my people is greater than that of Sodom...

4:13 But it happened because of the sins of her prophets and the iniquities of her priests...

Lamentations 5

5:15a Joy is gone from our hearts...

5:21a Restore us to Yourself, LORD, that we may return.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

A Hurting, Thankful Bride II

As she is overwhelmed by the pain of her wounds and the pain of her broken heart, she pours out her tears. Her wails ask Him where His lovingkindness is, where He has gone. Does He not see? Where are You? What have I done? The tears pour hot to the ground, to the dry, barren ground. As the streams flow from her heart toward her God, the thirsty, cracked desert drinks deeply.

Seeds long forgotten, buried deep, are awakened by the flow. As she lays on the ground, at His mercy, the only hope she has left, she feels a softness under her fingers. She opens her eyes, dimly, and sees a transformation beginning all around her barren place. Shoots of fresh, green growth have enveloped her and begin to rise upward, reaching to the sky. As her body is cooled and nourished by the vegetation, she gains her strength. All around her a beautiful garden has sprung up. She hears footsteps coming toward her. In the cool of the evening, He has come, as in days of old, where intimate friendship was worked out in the very first garden. Suddenly she realizes, that her lament was not only hers, but His.

Monday, May 9, 2011

A Hurting, Thankful Bride

She's hurting, but she dare not get upset or complain, for He is perfect and she doesn't want to seem ungrateful, or... un-spiritual. So she thanks Him for the crumbs, thanks Him for the rags that at least cover her nakedness as she wanders the desert. She licks the dew off the blades of grass, she crushes a cactus with a rock and sucks the juice. She is thankful for the liquid that keeps her body alive. She remembers a story of water from a rock and manna from the sky, but it's not to be found here. There is a purpose, she says, I just can't see it. He loves me, His word says so, He has shown me His kindness before. Other seasons have been good, this is just a difficult season, press on, press on.

A sandstorm sweeps the desert, she survives, in a mysterious cave she stumbled upon at the last minute. Thank you God, she says, you have spared my life again. Her eyes sting from the dust, she wipes them with her rags. The storm over, she emerges from the cave and adjusts her burning eyes to view the landscape. All the cacti lay on the ground, destroyed. She waits for the dew, she licks the grass. The sun rises, the dew dries up and the heat saps her strength. She goes back to the cave to hide from the heat and collapses in a heap. Thank you for the cave and the dew, she whispers hoarsley, her lips crack and bleed. She takes a breath and something breaks, her exhale is a wail, loud and clear. She cannot control it any longer. She cannot silence her broken heart and she wails. Deeply. Tears flow, hot and abundant. She wails her heart's contents, spilling it all over the ground, all over His feet. Loudly. The lament pushes tears into dry ground. Her tears begin to reach seeds that have waited, waited, waited...

When God Calls

1 Samuel 3


When God calls, it is an honour. Be prepared, however, for that honour to cost you something. The honour is in that God has chosen you.


The truth is, however, before you can walk in what He has desired for you, there are tests of your love, your true love of God. Nothing will test you more than when God asks you to bring a difficult message to someone who can directly impact your life. This test is a test of the fear of man vs. The fear of the Lord. There is no guaranteed result, you may be received, but your message may not. You may be rejected along with the message, or both may be received, but nothing happens, because the person won't do what is necessary to change. Often the issue is one of the heart and involves repentance. Where there is a self-serving spirit there is pride, where there is pride there is blindness, where there are idols there is deafness. What can cut through that? Failure. But God is compassionate and His word tells us that He doesn't do anything without first telling His people. Eli was forewarned by an unnamed man of God, then God called Samuel and Samuel delivered the same message of warning to Eli.


If God desires doom, why does He warn, why not just smite? He desires all to come to repentance and be saved. Why are we so hard headed? Why so hard hearted? Why is it so hard to see that we need to humble ourselves before God and repent of our sins? Is it fear? Fear of change? Fear of failure? But He has promised us power – not for our own comfort, but to be transformed. We cannot transform ourselves, but surely we can say,”Father forgive me for I have sinned! Change my heart oh God!” Why is this so hard? Because we do not truly know God. We don't know His true character, we are not spiritually minded, but carnal, and we often hear Satan before we hear God. Satan is loud and appeals to our carnal desires, shouting deceit to our souls, we are deafened to God by all the other things we focus our attention on.


When was the last time we lay down in the presence of God, like Samuel? When we seek Him, we will find Him. We seek what we focus our attention on. When we seek God, our ears will hear and our eyes will see. Eli could barely see, his eyes were weak. So was his spiritual condition before God. In those days the word of the Lord was rare, there were not many visions, until Samuel, who's name means, “God heard” or “answer to prayer”. God found Samuel lying down in the tabernacle (dwelling place of God) where the ark of God was (God's presence). Then the Lord called Samuel.


How often have we prayed to the Lord for something and the heavens seem as brass, no changes in whatever situation we are praying into and then to add insult to injury here comes some so and so (young buckaroo, inexperienced, no schooling, no formal position...you name it) and tells you you're doing something wrong and you may need to do it this way, or have you thought of this or that, and perhaps you need help? How do you respond? Do you give a religious pat answer of false humility (“Well, God's will be done”), do you give them the silent treatment and hope they go away? Do you ask the Lord to search your heart and reveal any wickedness and remove your strongholds? Perhaps you've been blinded by something that has grown over the years, have you been accountable to someone lately?


I have heard that God will offend the mind to change the heart, but that only works if you recognize that your flesh just got offended – if the flesh is dead, it doesn't get offended. If you feel offended, ask God to show you, expose the area where the flesh is ruling. Our flesh, carnal nature, does not want to be de-throned and it will react at the hint of a threat. This is how God often exposes these things. If your reaction to something is less than the fruit of the Holy Spirit, chances are you have some flesh ruling you. Go to God, find it out, be prepared for a fight, and surrender to God's will. If you truly want to be free and not the puppet of a stronghold, which is susceptable to Satan's control, be prepared to let things go by handing them over to God. Take your hands off. If it is His will for you to have it, then He will give it back to you, but let it be His call. If you are truly surrendered to Him it will be His call, when you are ready, and then the testing and forging will come, to produce in you a weapon fit for it's work, an able instrument in God's hand.


Disclaimer:

Not all messages you feel for someone - or are brought to you by someone, are from the Lord. Sometimes they are from our flesh/soul or from the emotions of others (we may be picking up other people's stuff). God can confirm this for you. Everything must be judged and discerned. If you are bringing a message – what is the motive? Is it love for the person? Have you spent much time in prayer over it? Are you compelled by emotion? Let someone (a mature and trustworthy confidant) judge the word before you deliver it. If the word is to someone in leadership, be sure you are submissive and honouring in how you bring it. If it is from the Lord, once you deliver it, leave it in God's hands.