Prov. 4:23 Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
Isaiah 29:13 These people come near me with their mouth and honour me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of Me is made up only of rules taught by men.
Matthew 15:7-9 These people draw near Me with their mouths and honour Me with their lips, but their hearts hold off and are far away from Me.
Jeremiah 31:33 I will put my law in their minds and write it on their hearts.
Mark 12:30
And you shall love the Lord your God [a]out of and with your whole heart and out of and with all your soul (your [b]life) and out of and with all your mind (with [c]your faculty of thought and your moral understanding) and out of and with all your strength. [d]This is the first and principal commandment.
What can we derive from this scripture and the others, what common thread runs through all of them?
Would you say that you can love someone with your mind, but not with your heart?
What about this – can you love someone with your heart, but not with your mind? Both are possible.
So what do these scriptures and questions demonstrate about the heart and the mind? They demonstrate to us that the heart and mind are two different things.
Why did Jesus speak in parables? I mean, how confusing! Why force people to do mental gymnastics when their salvation is at stake?
I believe He used parables because they spoke to the heart. His parables engaged people on a heart level and revelation came to those whose hearts were ready (the revelation came from the Father for their understanding).
Jesus responded to those who bared their hearts to Him despite what their well trained minds knew of the Jewish religious laws. Jesus was controversial, a threat to their religious system, yet many came to His feet. Why?
Because of pain. They came because of some pain in their lives that the law could not cure. They needed a real time encounter with this God-man who cared about them, who cared about their hearts and wasn't threatened by their pain. Jesus wasn't someone who gave pat answers, He gave real answers, by addressing the heart.
If you trip and scrape your knee, your nerves will tell your brain you have injured yourself, the pain may be excruciating and you can see the scrape and the blood. Now how effective to your healing and freedom from pain would it be to tell yourself:
“Get over it, you shouldn't feel it, because Jesus died on the cross and by His stripes you are healed?”
Most of us probably agree that that sounds pretty silly, but this is how we treat our hearts. We take care of that scraped knee, clean it, ice it, bandage it and protect it until it heals up, but we tell our hearts to shut up when they scream, because hearts tend to offend the religious mind, or we're ashamed or afraid, because satan lied to us somewhere along the way and we believed him. So we bury our hearts.
There is a spirit that lies to us (usually a religious spirit) and tells us that “we must act and be what the scriptures say we must be or we are not real Christians and God will be displeased with us”. It lies to us and says if you don't feel what the scriptures say you should feel, or or if you don't walk in victory because Jesus died for it – then there is something wrong with you.
It supports it's arguments with more scriptures about how you are faithless and like a wave tossed in the ocean or like a dog going back to eat it's own vomit or like a man who sees his image in a mirror and when he turns around forgets what he looks like. It piles on the shame and guilt until we run and hide in a pile of fig leaves. We run from God, instead of to Him. All He wants is us to run to Him, for everything.
Jesus said that in this life we will have trouble, there will always be something the Lord will use to potentially work on us. When scripture says we will be transformed from glory to glory it is speaking of a process. The seasons of our lives are cyclical in nature, yet moving forward if we are surrendered to the Lordship of Jesus
Now, when satan lies to us, he usually uses some element of truth and then twists it. We ARE weak, we ARE faithless and unbelieving at some level, we do fail, we do fall and probably on a daily basis. The lies and twisting of the truth are designed to keep us trying harder in our own strength to be good Christians and the easiest way to do this is to ignore our hearts. This is a trick of the devil to keep the Church from experiencing God. When you pour out all your grossness to God, you empty it out to Him, which creates a vacuum that He will fill with Himself. The heart is where the real you is, and the real you feels pain and needs to be rescued. And only God can rescue the heart.
Before I go any further I want to make abundantly clear that I am not talking about indulging sinful desires or thoughts. I am talking about taking all the pain, the doubts, the anger, and the questions that your heart feels and bring them in open honesty to God. Let your heart talk. God is the only one who can, and will do, something about it.
The greatest miracles are not physical healing or bottomless wine at weddings, but the healing of the human heart. When your heart is healed your life will transform. The devil is acutely aware of this, which is why I believe his greatest efforts, are aimed at the church, keeping her in the chains of religiosity, a form of spirituality, but without power to heal and transform. We look like we have it together, because we know how it should look, so we fabricate, much energy goes into this, it's really quite exhausting.
So what is God to do with us?
One method I believe He uses, is to apply as much pressure as is required for us to snap, so that we no longer care what we think He thinks and finally be honest with Him.
Lamentations 3:33 (Amplified translation)
“For He does not willingly and from His heart afflict or grieve the children of men.”
Cross references:
Lamentations 3:33 : Ezek 18:23, 32; Hos 11:8; Heb 12:5-10; II Pet 3:9
Unfortunately, the strongest of us take longer to snap and whatever we've been using to help us cope, or escape, has so much power over us by that point that we even see people with famous ministries, even those with churches, or those who appeared so much like they had it all figured out – fall with a resounding crash from which few recover.
If we, the church of Jesus, continue to fear taking our heart's honest feelings to the Lord, we will never know the depth of His love and power. Our lives will continue to be steeped in hypocrisy and we will miss out on the joy of living as His dearly loved children.
What did Jesus mean when He said the Kingdom of God belongs to those who become like little children...? Think about that for a minute.
When a little child hurts herself, gets upset by something, or doesn't understand why something is happening, what does she do? What is her first reaction?
She expresses herself without shame.
She runs to daddy.
He comforts her first and tends to the wound.
Lastly, he takes the opportunity to teach her something about the situation (a “teachable” moment), but only after she is secure in his love for her. Without that security in his care for her (which he just proved tangibly) it will be difficult for her to receive any wisdom.
I'm sorry to say, but many of us Christians get this completely backwards.
God is not interested in you doing it right, He is interested in you, the whole you: the good, the bad and the ugly. We all have ugliness and beauty. Everything God created was good, including us, but corruption came into the world through sin.
We are corrupted, but God is the restorer.
When we become restored, we can then be a channel of God's restoring power. This is not the same as passing on Biblical head knowledge.
Many people know the Bible inside and out and their lives don't change (extreme eg. Satanists). By saying that I am not saying don't know God's written Word, you do need to know it so that you can discern God's voice from the voice of your own soul and from the voice of the enemy.
Some may ask, but what about, “the truth shall set you free”?
What is truth? Jesus said, “I am the Way, the Truth and the Life”. Jesus is truth. “Whoever hears My voice hears Truth”, He said, and “Faith comes by hearing”. These examples speak of a living, real time, right now encounter with the Living God. It's the encounter with the Living God that makes the difference. No one remains the same after they encounter the Living God.
So what do you think happens when you let your heart speak to God all it's pain and questions? Do you think He will get offended and never talk to you again “you faithless, unbelieving child”!? Or rather, will He give you bread instead of a stone and a fish instead of a snake? When you run to Him in your pain and confusion and ask Him the hard questions do you think He will hold Himself, and the truth, from you, or do you think He will give you the revelation of Himself that you need?
The bottom line is that we, as children of God, need to know on the deepest level that God cares for us.
The only way to know someone really loves and cares for you is when you know you have been at your worst and they still love you.
That is unconditional love.
Now I know that intellectually most of us actually know this, but I can tell you that most of our hearts do not know this, because we have not taken our ugliness, our deepest anger, even anger toward Him, or our heart's sacrilegious thoughts, to His throne for His answer. We are too afraid, because we've believed lies about His character, we still believe deep down somewhere that His love is conditional, but guess what?
How will we ever know, personally, for real, if we don't take everything to Him?
I know, it takes some guts. But what we are doing, when we are honest with God, is inviting Him into our experience and there is nothing He wants more. That's exactly what He wants, because He can then reveal Himself as our all-sufficiency and work it out.
The truth is, we don't have the power to be what He desires us to be, no way, no how.
It is only by His power that we can be a new creation, but we need to be honest, bring everything honestly before Him, stop hiding.
Bringing it all to Him is the mustard seed of faith required that will grow into that large tree that will minister to others. There is no striving required in spilling our ugly guts to Him, it only requires a level of humility and enough faith to believe He might hear us and actually care (that's the mustard seed).
When we stop trying to heal ourselves and we bring it all to Him, His power will pour into us for the healing we need.
I can speak from personal experience, that when you bring all your heart's pain and shocking emotion to the Lord (not just to the paper book, but to the Lord first), His response will be to show you how deeply He loves you. It will be deeply personal (and yes, sometimes He will use the paper copy of His word to speak to you, or direct you to receive counselling to further your restoration, that's all good, but it doesn't replace Him).
He may not answer instantly, but He will answer you, and the timing will be perfect. He will break through and rescue you, He will heal you, he will put His arms around you, and give you the revelation of Him that your heart needs.
This will transform you from glory to glory.
This is how it happens. It doesn't happen by trying to be a better Christian in your own strength. When you learn to go to Him first and with everything, you will also learn to discern His voice and walk with Him daily.
You will hear His direction, feel His peace, access His grace and strength for each moment you need it and hear His heart.
It is through this experience that you get to know His heart for you and then accurately reflect His heart to others.
Also, the more we understand God's heart, the more we will be able to interpret scripture accurately.
The Church (at large) has been in a time of pressing, a time of fire. The reason for this is so we can truly know Him and be channels of His heart to the harvest that desperately waits for Jesus, not for religiosity and another set of rules for the mind to live by, but a real relationship, where God writes His law on hearts, because that is where real life flows out of. Part of me is inclined to believe the world knows that, and has been waiting for the church to get it, so that we can offer them the real Jesus, the real God of love and power.
We must not be afraid to step into God's presence. He bought you already, He wants all of you, right now, the way you are. Own your brokenness and emotions, then you can give them to Him. If you don't own them, you can't give them to Him. If you're in denial, you can't give them to Him.
Ask Him to show you what you've been hiding from Him, ask Him to reveal to you where shame has kept you from being honest with yourself and with Him, or where decisions made from your soul have set your life on a road of disappointment. Remember, He is able to redeem and heal what you are willing to lay before Him. He is able to turn us around and make beauty from ashes.
Talk to Him, share all your feelings with Him – He will not turn you away, but draw you deeper into His heart of love.
Do you need breakthrough? Do you need revelation? Ask. His word says we have not, because we ask not, and when we do ask, we ask with wrong motives.
Where is our heart? What are our motives?
There is a God who created you with a purpose in mind and that purpose was to bless and prosper you. The first step in that process is getting to know who He is. Healing your heart is how He does it and Holy Spirit is here to help.
Refuge In You
(Vineyard Music: from 'Hungry' album)
Lord I have found a refuge in You
A hiding place where I can enter in
I meet You there and tell You all my troubles
You touch my heart and I am comforted
I love You, I need You, You're my saving king
Holy, awesome, God of everything
Refuge, Shelter, I'm safe beneath Your wings
Jesus, Your love has covered me
You're my defence when I'm afraid
When troubles come I call Your name
I lift my eyes to the highest place
The dark clouds break and I can see Your face
